Playing the Hooker Game


During the ’90s I had many clients, some less inspiring than others. The next decade, my kids took me away to an extraordinary dimension. Yet, same as water springs her way out to light, from beneath the rocks of the mountain, my soul reached for another game. One of fans and teasing fun. One of sensuous imagery and unforeseen intuitions.

Last week, I met Karl, by mail, mind you. With his approval, I’ll share portions of our dialog with you.

Dear Doris,

I was browsing Southern Charms (again) and came across your site, and was taken by both your great look *and* your brains (at least from what you write). […]

1. We can all see what you have to offer (and sell) between your neck and your knees on Southern Charms, but also I like a girl to have something between her ears too, especially if we are to write to each other. So what schooling have you had, and what is your highest educational qualification?

2. I like girls who can roleplay, especially the role of whore, which I think has a particular sexuo-spiritual significance for me. In fact, I love whores. Have you any pictures that show yourself as a prostitute, or would you be prepared to model some of them?

3. Sexually, are you primarily submissive, dominant, or both? And if you are primarily submissive, do you enjoy fetishes such as bondage, being whipped, or any other direct physical submission?

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Look forward to hearing from you,

Karl xxx

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Hello Karl,

I’m glad to read that you like my site and looks… Now please allow me to answer you in reverse order.

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3. Sexually, I’m primarily submissive, or should I say passive? 🙂 I just love to lay on my back and have hubby do all his nice things to me. Missionary sixty-nine is what I love most. But still there are moments, not few, when hubby wants me to dominate him. I have no problem with that. Besides, it helps me stay in shape – there’s more exercise in being dominant. My most enjoyed fetish is the foot fetish. Not a fan of bondage. Won’t shy away from a little spanking though, remember that I enjoy giving it back too! About other physical submissions, not sure if face-sitting qualifies here. I’m mostly an oral and clitoral girl.

2. About whores. Think that I shot a couple of short videos dressed like one. This, for instance: Short Strip in the Garden… and I have no problem doing others, or photos. And if we’re talking about role playing, with you needing me to wear something special, that I don’t have in my wardrobe, then you should kindly provide the extras for buying that little missing thing.

1. My grade school was profiled on sports, I had athletics classes every school day till 8th grade. Then I went to Grammar School, what we call here a Gymnasium. Then to Law School at the University. With my lawyer degree, I practiced for a decade long as a barrister, all throughout the ’90s, then retired before bringing my twins to the world.

You can also check on my CougarBunnies.com personal site and my Amazon page. Please follow the links in my signature. 🙂

Hugs and kisses to you,
Doris

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Doris,

Thank you so much for your reply – I have now purchased a 2 (or maybe a 3) month membership, and must say I very much like what I see! It is clear that your early athletic education was not a waste, for your body now surely shows its benefits, just as I am sure your mind still shows the benefits of your more academic education.

In that regard, I am interested that you were a lawyer, and wonder whether you would go back into that profession later when your children are grown?

As far as suggestions are concerned, then maybe a hooker set? My idea of a hooker look is lots of makeup, fishnet stockings, microskirt, and boots or high shoes. Do you have any of these?

– Love,

Karl xxx

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Hello Karl,

Please let me thank you for your subscription. I’m very happy that you joined my SC site. :))

Well, I can’t tell at this moment what will happen after all my kids will be on their own. God knows…

About the hooker set. You made me think of the movie “Pretty Woman” – one of my preferred.

I’ve got high heels, must improvise a micro skirt (should be shorter than the minis, I believe), wear my orange fishnet stockings, maybe no panties at all (feels exciting, especially in summer) and add some makeup (not using makeup too often because I like being myself: au naturel down there and up here, but will do for the hooker set).

Love and kisses to you,
Doris
PS – Please have patience with the hooker set because I’ve got quite a queue of other photo sets to post. Anyway, think that I’ll mail you a pic or two after shooting it… If you don’t mind. 🙂

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Hi Doris,

Looking at some of your pictures I did some photoshop on a couple of them and thought you might like to see the result.

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The picture now is of two prostitutes, both featuring yourself as the title role, but one is a common street-whore, and the other is a classy high $ escort/courtesan. Which one would you rather be? I would say the one on the left gets more sex 🙂

– Karl xx

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Hello Karl,

I’m happy that you play with photos of mine, this means that you enjoy what I show you and this really pleases me. I also notice that you have a prostitute fetish and this is alright with me – we all have our fetishes a way or another.

One of mine is exhibitionism. I love showing off, being admired, teasing in photos and videos. Any normal woman would like this, even if not confessing out loud. But you may also know that I am a one-man woman (no one had me other than hubby) and therefore I don’t actually feel like a prostitute when displaying myself on the internet.

Of course that you may continue calling me a whore or a prostitute because this is your fetish. I respect that, so I don’t mind. Even if writing you these lines… so you know. 🙂

On the other hand, I have nothing against prostitutes. I pray for them often and wish them to find happiness into a higher end business – if you allow the euphemism. 🙂 Not sure if many men understand that a woman needs affection first and foremost. She needs love and stability – both of which don’t exactly fit with the condition of a whore, even if a well paid escort. Knowing that she is paid for her sexual services, a woman would hunger for more. All the time. Actually, I find myself craving for things that never were. Didn’t you notice to dream of something that you don’t have and maybe you already know that you don’t even need it? It’s part of our human nature. Craving for the sake of it.

I live in Hungary, where prostitution is legal and quite flourishing. And I know lots of sad stories about it, compared to the few merry ones – which confirm the rule.

Now back to our topic, and question: which type of whore would I be?
The 50 or the 5.000 one?

If this were the case, I would be the one of 50.000 Euros. Don’t fret!
It isn’t the case!! 🙂

What counts is that – look – I can pose like the 50 trash whore and, all of a sudden, like the classy lady escort. I’ll assume that this was up on your mind when playing with my pics in Photoshop. I find it lovely when men toy with my photos. Oh, think I’ve already told you that…

Okay, time to get lunch ready for the family. Please find this photo essay (hubby tells me to write you that he uses The GIMP not Photoshop – I have to use it at work too) and the little Youtube video about the vernal equinox.

Please also find attached another photo of me – taken yesterday before noon (together with the other couple hundred). I’m curious to hear back from you…

Love and kisses from
Doris – the Exhibitionist 🙂

PS – I almost forgot: to me, sex is less important from a quantitative perspective.
What I look for is quality, orgasmic bliss. 🙂

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Doris,

I am so glad you like letting me call you a whore (ie a “bad” girl), while protesting so strongly that you are a one-man woman (ie a “good” girl). I do so love it when intelligent women protest in this way, especially when they confess also to the thrill they get from being sexually “admired” by so many strangers as they happily break sexual taboos on nakedness, and more. I am sure that, despite your protestations, you know what you are thought of on your site at Southern Charms – you have only to look at the company you keep there, most of whom are far from the “one-man-woman” you claim so ardently to be. Indeed, perhaps me-thinks she doth proteste too muche, to keep the Greensleeves theme going, and that if she were placed in a position where being a “one-man-woman” was no-longer a viable option for her, she would secretly not be unduly distressed by her choice in the matter being removed (or simply ignored).

But let me say a little bit about my “whore” fetish. You are correct that Pretty Woman is just a fairy tale, and most often the lot of a prostitute is not a particularly happy one. I note you say that you would “pray” for them. This is most interesting because also prostitutes have always had a spiritual significance. In the days of the Mesopotamian/Sumerian Earth Goddess Ishtar/Inanna, it is written in the Epic of Gilgamesh that her priestesses practiced prostitution. Indeed it was the priestess-prostitute Shamat that tamed the wild man Enkidu by fucking him non-stop for six days and seven nights, thereby making him fit for civilized life. It must be the case that prostitution had a spiritual significance beyond simply being used to fill the temples’ coffers, since prostitution features in many other religions (although on the other side of the taboo- line in most patriarchal ones). For example, in Christianity there is the duality between Mary Magdelene (saved whore, and companion of Jesus), and Mary the Virgin (good girl, and mother of Jesus). Ishtar, Isis, Venus, Aphrodite, all the Goddesses of the Evening Star were worshiped as virgin-whores.

Of course these are just labels. Just words that we use to defame women. Like all dichotomies or distinctions, according at least to Eastern religions, they are illusions of our material minds. However she might choose to earn her living, whatever taboos she might choose to break, a woman is not purely a whore and nor is she wholly an angel. She is not all “good” nor yet all “bad”. She is both and all. At the same place and in the same moment and to the same extent. So the more she protests that she is a “good girl”, the more we know she is a whore.

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Now, a 50.000 Euro girl is not a prostitute at all – she is surely a wife! But if you are saying you would fuck strangers for 50.000 Euro (which I am sure you would not admit to), then at least we would just be haggling over your price, and not the type of woman you really are 🙂

Women it seems to me need love and affection as a flower needs water. But that does not mean that when they open their petals they cannot indulge their men’s fantasies and desires to the fullest degree, utterly and completely, and free of all guilt. For he shall surely save her from herself.

I hope you might become inspired 🙂

Love,

Karl xx

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Hello Karl,

Yes, I don’t mind letting you call me a “whore” and I didn’t protest being a one-man woman – this is a simple statement of the fact. If I’d made it sound like a protest, that would have given it too much weight. Not in my intention. I learned to be wary of giving too much significance to words – such as in protesting… Serves no good purpose.

You know… At times, I identify with so many women that had to do what Forrest Gump’s mom did for her son. And the examples of covert whoring can go on and on. Even wrote an article about this: Performing in Pleasant Porn – mainly comparing porn to any other job, but it applies to prostitution as well.

Sounds like a matter for “proletarians” – men or women alike, having to trade their natural assets. Business people and politicians are not immune to a kind of the trade either. At the end of the day, all it takes is to be at peace with yourself, avoid hating what you have done that day, before going to sleep.

You inspired me so much that I have a proposition: would you allow me to post our dialogues on my blog? […] You write with an audacity that deserves more than the shadows of my inbox. I wish to take our conversation to a public space. Do you?

Love your wisdom,
Doris

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Doris,

You are free to use my musings on your site as you see fit – I am indeed flattered that you would choose to do so 🙂 […]

Please get that hooker set (starring you in the title role) done asap 🙂

Love,

Karl xxx

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Hello Karl,

This morning I’ve shot the hooker set. 🙂
It’s planned to go out either next Thursday or the other week.
Will let you know when.

Love and kisses,
Doris

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Hi Doris,

Wow – really looking forward to seeing your take on this theme 🙂 Will keep checking your page for updates!

Love, Karl xx

Two more opening photos here in my member area today. Plus around a 100 more on DorisDawn.eu - coming in April.

Two more opening photos here in my member area today…

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Plus around a 100 more on DorisDawn.eu – coming in April.

Old friends already know about my boundaries. Older ones don’t even raise the question. Still, Karl makes a valid point: any woman can be measured with a whore-meter. The faithful wife would fit in the 50,000 EUR plus segment on the whoring scale. And don’t get me started on a really tragic subject: the whoring politicians. At the end of the day, everyone has a price in this world. You are the product!

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